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I don't remember last time I brought work at home. Maybe it was some month ago, before loosing my job, before caming back in search for a future. Future. To be honest I've never had the impression to can find it out, but of course compared to the daily uncertainty having the possibility to know a perspective for just one year is a huge step forward. I should work, I know, but I don't feel like. Everything is better than working in the night, even waste time on Facebook. Facebook. Only few months ago I would never had used such a word in any case, but things change - perhaps evolve? - so quickly and there's no time to realise it. In what I was too busy? Let me see... Finding new job opportunities, as still I am, meeting new people, going out, blocking credit cards, studying French, working... Working. It sound ironic for a person who has not a job. Oh yeah, I've been watching movies for free in place Flagey. Because of the nice possibility to stay outside and watching movies in plein-air, a not common business in a country like Belgium. Or simply because I just needed a couple of hours to spend without thinking to anything.
I don't remember last time I switched the alarm clock off and I came back to sleep, but I did no so long time ago. So it's not only the brain to be tired, it's also my body in need of a rest. Rest. Unrest. Dissatisfaction. Uhmmm, should I be concerned for this free association? Having a look to the clock I would say is not the case, it's simply time to go to sleep. Sleep. Deep. I'm deeply concerned. I don't feel good, I don't have the impression things are ok. On the contrary, I have the impression things are going wrong. And I can't do so much in order to change them. Can I? Change. Changeover. Maybe it's time to switch. No, it's just time to finish what I brought with me. Let resume (home)work. Homework sweet homework...